
Springtime is a wonderful thing. You go to sleep to the cold wind and lonely bark, and you wake up to the delicate blooms and curious grass. This is my favorite time of the entire year. I've got spring-fever. Everything seems so alive. And life is something I cherish everyday.
I haven't blogged in awhile. Honestly (and sadly enough), I'd rather write for myself instead of sharing my thoughts with others. Especially those who I do not know personally. I guess if I wish to make a slight impression in the world (like almost everyone dreams of doing in one way or another), I'm going to have to learn how to share my thoughts with other people. I confess: I am an introvert.
You know, I think a lot. I have nothing else to talk about so I guess I will enlighten (haha) you with a rant about absolutely nothing. That's what I do best.
My friend and I were talking the other day. In the midst of a semi-interesting conversation, we both fell silent and sat staring at the ceiling. Sometimes I get so caught up in my own thoughts that I think my thoughts are just a continuation of the conversation. I said, "Where do thoughts come from?"
"I don't know. Your nervous system?"
"Like, how are we capable of feeling so much emotion and holding so many thoughts in our minds?"
"I don't know."
"Me neither."
Silence.
It's impossible to think of a color that doesn't exist. Every color you think of is a color.
We are constantly reacting to the various stimuli in our environments. One tiny variation could cause us to become confused, scared, happy, sad, you know, the works. How are we capable of reproducing that emotion later on just by thinking about the experience? Thinking is weird.
Is crazy just taking in too many stimuli, emotions, and thoughts at once? We never really know anything. Even the smartest people in history were just guessing. Making intelligent assumptions based on what seemed logical at the time. We are all just wandering around on this earth without a clue as to what's really going on. We are all naive and oblivious creatures that thrive off hope, love, and faith. I like the thought that we are all just human. No one is really superior to another. Think about it. No one knows "more" than anyone else. We are all just hoping our truth is THE truth.
We'll see one day.
Until then, I will try to live my life in consideration of everyone. I am not superior to anyone. We all share the same thoughts. Life is so great.
Have I commented on how much I love the springtime? Well, I do. Goodnight, sleep tight, don't let the bed bugs bite. ...i really miss that little phrase.